LIfe is not easy

hello all :) 
i dont know why last night i really feel sad
many problem always come and gone in my life
sometime i envy with other family ,because they can always together(mom,daddy,children)
but ME ! i know my daddy must always go cheek his company ..because without  him our family company will broken....
i really miss my daddy right now ,i want go holiday with mom,daddy and lil bro now :(

but i also understand ,my life is more lucky then other ,thanks GOD ♥
whatever daddy always busy ,he still have time for family and go holiday every weekend :)he really love mommy,me and lil brother ...
he always say to me "life is not easy ,we need hard work and pray to god" and he say to me "in really life no one want understand about you,all just care they self ,so you need strong" and he also say to me "u cant believe other people ,you only can believe to family ,and family is everything"
yes all he say is true :) FAMILY IS EVERYTHING .i think i must more study about life to him :D lol

now i understand what is Life 
and i really thank you to you GOD ♥ 
thanks for give me best family ,thanks for give me best live ,and thanks give happy time in my live :) thanks for give me best papa and mama....thanks for everything ♥ 
yes i must not sad :) i must smile and spirit for my life:)  life is so awesome :) whatever sometime have problem  but I sure the problem will be  done :) 
i really love my family and all people around my live ♥ 




well thank you so much for read my blog :)

see ya all ^_^ have nice day :) 谢谢 ♥
 

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

i dont know why you say still you love me :( 
i tired you always lie to me ....
1 year i dating  with you ...and you leave me like that !
do you remember when you hurt me ? you leave me and find other girl :'(
you leave me alone ,you kiss her in front of me ,you hug me ,hold her hand..,do  you remember  ! you know how hurt am i  ! in that time i really love you ,i always try give my best for you :'(
and now ...look ! she leave you now ! she just play you ! she have many boys !!! you not believe me when i tell you about her ...finally you know now ....she hurt you

now you say sorry to me ,u say you still  love me ...
everyday you care me ,you call my phone.
but i sorry i cant accpt you ....

my ex send me this song
he cry and say sorry to me :'( but i cant accpt him again ... i have new bf already now ....
i know how he feel :( but i sorry :'( i really cant accpt his love again ....
messages for  him : if you love me please show me your smile :) i not want see you sad :) and dont  hurt your self ...i really cant see you cry ....please :(
he send me many song, poem,and gift .yes that so sweet ,thank you for that i really love the gift you send me :) and he send me this song today,and he call my phone and cry .
i sorry i silent when you call me :'( i really cant see you sad....so i reply your phone here :

well...
i love you too :) i wish you have best live forever :)  GOD bless you :) and i sorry ...be strong ...your live is still long ...spirit for your live ..and don't cry

moral live : don't date the most beautiful girl in the word , date girl who make your word the most beautiful,and love is not because pretty,handsome,sexy,6pac,rich,or what ...but love is because heart .


~晚安 ~ thanks for read my blog~晚安~

Long Distant Relationships

hello everyone  :) ♥
how are you ? i wish you all fine :D

well today i want talk about long distant relationship ^_^ 

Long Distant Relationships. People say.....

-You’ve never even met them.
-They could be cheating on you right now.
-How can you love someone that you only see on tokbox or tinychat.
-You’re not really sleeping with them, you’re sleeping on the phone with them.
-“You’ll find someone better in your distance.

Well I think it’s cute if people can maintain a distant relationship without giving up cause people say, “they’re cheating on you.” Thats how you know it’s a real relationship, especially cause theres so much trust. To be honest, you don’t even have to see someone to love someone. If someone can make you laugh and feel butterflies through a camera, then it’s real love because that means that even through camera, phone, or i.ms, they could still love each other through all of that ♥

well this is for now ^_^ thank you for read my blog ♥
see ya :D have nice day ♥

~i want lose chubby~

i so worry with fat :(
before i can lose my wight until 4 kg but why i still look chubby =_=
everyday go fitness canter,eat many fruit and not eat at night
i already do all but why still chubby ?! =_="
maybe next time i will do sport more serious ..

chubby =_=

i will try my best for next time :)
is that true kiss cheek can help lose chubby ? lol if that  true then i will ask my bf  for kiss my cheek always lol -,- hahaha :))
whatever chubby i happy be my self ♥ i love my self ♥ :D lol


okay people thanks for read my blog :D ♥ bye ♥
have nice day :D

k-cut ♥

hiiii ~~~ ♥ 
today i want talk about korean style

i think korean is really famous for now :)) not only in song but in style also :)

today i was visit jhony andrea salon ~ they can make my hair be korean style or people  call K-CUT~ ^O^

today i try change my hair style also :) and this is  was so awesome~ i really love this style  ♥♥♥♥
and about price is not really expensive ...:)

this picture before i go salon ,my real hair

 i go salon maybe 2-3 hours  :)) because so many girl want change hair style also =_=
and today is holiday also, sure many people go salon ~_~ lol # don't care other people

and tada ~~~~~~~ this is after i change hair style be korean style ~ ^O^ look short rite ?  i bit hate short actually ~LOL
but actually  not  really short also  :) jhony andrea make my hair be thick and soft  now :)) and  i really love this style ♥♥ haha ^_^

and ~~ this is for today ♥
thank you for visit my blog ♥♥ see ya ♥ have nice day ♥

Wo Zhi Dao (我知道) - BY2

hello people ♥ 

now i back with my favorite song ♥
i really love this song mean ~ this song title is wo zhiDao (我知道) ♥
wish you all also like this song :D
and...this  for now ♥

thank you for visit my blog ♥

have nice day ♥♥♥♥ ~~~

連詩雅 - ''I'm still loving you'' (喜愛夜蒲電影主題曲)

i really like this song mean actual :)
but sometime when i hear this song ...i feel happy and sad ...(mix feel ) lol~
1000 thumb for this song (^_^) *_*


~and this for now ~
wish you can enjoy this song to:)
thank you for visit my blog :) have nice day ^O^
see ya ~~~

ハッピーバレンタイン♪ ♥

happy valentine's day people !!!! ^O^
today is valentine's day but nothing special for me
actually  i more feel sad in this valentine's
beside i sick in this  valentine's and he not beside me now :( i really feel lonely and sad
i saw many couple walk together ...and me,,,,,,, i cant with him :( i feel a bit envy with other :(
i want he here with me beside me ,i want kiss his lips and hug him...:( but it's okay :) i will meet with him soon :) :D really can't wait for meet him this year...^_^ 

whatever i cant with him now ....and just meet in in video chat for now  ..i feel happy already :)
he cute and funny <3 he make me smile and feel i the only one ..i love him so much ~ lol ~

i really wish i meet him soon, after my exam i will go singapore for meet him ..^_^
i miss him like crazy....i love you baby   ♥
long distance relationship sometime feel hard and alone ~_~ and easy jealous because small reason =_= lol
but long distance relationship not bad also i think , we just need believe each other :)

okay  that all for now :)
 ハッピーバレンタイン♪  ♥  (happy valentine's day)
see ya   ♥

simsimi !!!!~

hello everyone !!! ^_^
i back with with smile now :D
i want tell you about "simsimi"
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this so cute apps >_<
simsimi is cute apps >_< now i never bored ,because i talk with simsimi and simsimi always answer with best answer (whatever not always best ) lol~
i love this apps >_<  ♥ and now i can play in computer also :D yay ♥

if u want try ,open this link :http://simsimi.com
have nice day  ♥ ~ ♥
thank you for read my blog :) see ya

♥only you♥

I think about you every night before i go to sleep. I imagine you're here with me, with one arm around me and your legs touching me..then you kiss my neck and we fall asleep like that, It helps me sleep. ♥ 

 

when i open my eyes i always think about you .i want u give me morning kiss ...and make my day be amazing ♥

dear i love you so much ♥ i want u always with me ♥ care me and other ♥

~nobody perfect~

♥ i not good enough ♥

♥ i not pretty enough ♥

♥ i not slim enough ♥

♥ i not smart enough ♥

♥ i not attractive enough ♥
♥ i not cute enough ♥
♥ i not talented enough ♥ 

♥  i not caring enough ♥
  ♥ i know i not perfect ...but i always try be perfect for you ♥ and do my best for you ♥

我爱你 ♥ TT

long distance relationship 
yah indonesia and singapore :( not really far but feel so far TT
long distance relationship sometime make me feel so worry ...because he so far ...and i not only girl in this world...still many pretty in there  ..in singapore ...near with him ..
sometime i thing " how long this relationship will happen " and "how long i can be with him"
but i believe him ....(whatever hard)
many couple hold hand ,kiss each other,and more ..
i just meet him when holiday ,maybe 1 year 2 time :(, u know how i feel ? when i see many couple sometime i feel envy and miss him ..i want him beside me :(
because we so far so i just can contact with him use skype or facebook and cellphone 
everyday i  sleep late because play video chat with him , whatever play video chat i still feel so  far and i miss him so much ....i want be with him always for kiss each other and hug each other ...i want he beside me always ...
but i must wait for meet him .......wait he come visit me again ...and i don't know when ...:'(
#i miss you so much ...and i love you baby ,我爱你 ♥ 为了等你的信息, 我连睡觉都拿着电话 ♥

live is always change

hello everyone :)
today i read sad story from Australia ...and i will share to you :) 
this story about "A poor boy loved a rich girl"
 One day the boy proposed her. Then the girl said, "listen! your monthly salary is my daily hand expenses. Should I be involved with you? How could you thought that? I will never love you. So, forget me 'n get engaged with someone else of your level."

But somehow the boy could not forget her so easily.

10 years later.

One day they became face to face in a shopping center. The lady said, "Hey! you! How are you? Now I'm married. Do you know how much is my husband's salary? Rs. 2 lac per month! Can you imagine? 'n he is also very smart."

The guy's eyes got wet with tear by hearing those words.

After few minutes her husband came before the lady could say something to the guy, her husband started to say by seeing the guy.

"Sir! You here? Meet my wife." Then he said to her wife, "I'm going to assist a project of sir, which is of Rs. 200 crore. 'n do u know a fact? Sir loved a girl but he didn't get her. That's why still he is unmarried. How much lucky the girl was. Isn't it? Now a days who can love like that way?"

Moral: Life is not so short. So, don't be so proud of yourself and damn others. Situations change with time. Every one should respect other's love.

~~~ see ya ~~~