I'll Be There ~

i dont know why every time i listening this song ,i'am always remember you ....

because before you are always "here" for me ...... :) and i am really thankful for this (if you know who you are ) ...



i am sorry .....

i miss you so much ....... but now i am so scary to said hi and how are you to you ...

i hope you are doing well  ....



i miss u so much .....

Why you shouldn't date with your own best friend?

hello guys :) it's been a longtime i never post anything on my blog

so.....
today i wanna talk about relationship hahaha

anyway .....do you have boy best friend? or girl best friend ?
and because both of you know each other already for longtime ...and you start feel like he is your "everyting" , because you was talk to him or her everyday .

and ....slowly he made you feel comfortable and then you ,,start loving him more then friend

anyway ....
why i post about this ?

okay let me tell you my private story ,it was Longtime ago

so ...
i was date with my own best friend before for a year ,and then we have long distance relationship because i was study in USA and he was in another city  , and in sem  1 university life all was going well ,even we had 18 hours different but my homework was not that much like in sem2 ,so we still had time to chat and talk at last ,short story .after in sem 2 all was messed up ,and we broke up ...

and even we broke up ,we still become a bestfreind now but its so different ...
nothing feel the same anymore ,i mean it doesn't feel the same like before, when we are still friend before we dating .it's feel so uncomfortable

maybe if you are in relationship with  your bestfriend and you also married with him or her  its gonna be wonderful ,but if break up ..its totally different  ,its feel suck ,

now i feel like i lose him forever ...its so hard to said hi to him ,or even share story with him ...

so...if you wanna date with your bestfriend maybe you can think twice about it
because if you break up its gonna be so hurt ,

and if he/her was the only bestfriend u had ,its gonna be worse, u cant share how ur heart feeling to your bestfriend ,because your partner (or ex) is your own  bestfriend

i think this is for now :) see you soon in my next post

chandra chen 

valentine day post

Happy Vallentine day everyone 

today i just wanna share quotes for this year valentine day because i had nothing to said and there is nothing special that happen in my live  :( 

so i wish you enjoy the quotes that i post 

happy valentine day everyone