I'll Be There ~

i dont know why every time i listening this song ,i'am always remember you ....

because before you are always "here" for me ...... :) and i am really thankful for this (if you know who you are ) ...



i am sorry .....

i miss you so much ....... but now i am so scary to said hi and how are you to you ...

i hope you are doing well  ....



i miss u so much .....

Why you shouldn't date with your own best friend?

hello guys :) it's been a longtime i never post anything on my blog

so.....
today i wanna talk about relationship hahaha

anyway .....do you have boy best friend? or girl best friend ?
and because both of you know each other already for longtime ...and you start feel like he is your "everyting" , because you was talk to him or her everyday .

and ....slowly he made you feel comfortable and then you ,,start loving him more then friend

anyway ....
why i post about this ?

okay let me tell you my private story ,it was Longtime ago

so ...
i was date with my own best friend before for a year ,and then we have long distance relationship because i was study in USA and he was in another city  , and in sem  1 university life all was going well ,even we had 18 hours different but my homework was not that much like in sem2 ,so we still had time to chat and talk at last ,short story .after in sem 2 all was messed up ,and we broke up ...

and even we broke up ,we still become a bestfreind now but its so different ...
nothing feel the same anymore ,i mean it doesn't feel the same like before, when we are still friend before we dating .it's feel so uncomfortable

maybe if you are in relationship with  your bestfriend and you also married with him or her  its gonna be wonderful ,but if break up ..its totally different  ,its feel suck ,

now i feel like i lose him forever ...its so hard to said hi to him ,or even share story with him ...

so...if you wanna date with your bestfriend maybe you can think twice about it
because if you break up its gonna be so hurt ,

and if he/her was the only bestfriend u had ,its gonna be worse, u cant share how ur heart feeling to your bestfriend ,because your partner (or ex) is your own  bestfriend

i think this is for now :) see you soon in my next post

chandra chen 

valentine day post

Happy Vallentine day everyone 

today i just wanna share quotes for this year valentine day because i had nothing to said and there is nothing special that happen in my live  :( 

so i wish you enjoy the quotes that i post 

happy valentine day everyone 

THE END OF 2016 -stop bullying-

omg omg omg its the end of 2016

alot of things happened in 2016 ...
there are happy memory ,sad memory ,broken heart memory  ,fall in love memory and even depression
but after all, this is life. I really thank GOD for everything.
This year i learnt alot ,this year i understood what is good for me and what is not good for me.

Thank god, I finally graduated from my university and got an outstanding score on the graduation day and have started to continue my new working life ,met a new partner on 2016
and this year  i learnt how it is, fighting for someone we love the most is ..... how to trust our partner .

I wish in 2017, there would be a lot of better stuff happening ,there is alot happiness ,and be as successful as my dad ,amine ....and lots of luck by this year ...amine ....
I also wish i can be more perfect in 2017 , I know that no body is perfect but i just hope i can change my self to be better in 2017 ,amine
i wish all my family and friend all ,and my reader all is happy and healthy forever .amine
and alot more wish that i cannot write here ,..hehe

in the end of 2016 ,i wanna blog about "stop bullying"

i really wanna blogging about this a few years ago ,but i didn't have time yet ..so today i wanna write it

what do you think when you see this picture ? 

i know in this life ...this kind of stuff is normal ...

but what's wrong with that girl who has plus size body  ?
she is pretty  in my eyes .and she is fine !
but why some people think that she is "different"? is it because of her body ?

oh God ...

do you know that not every girl is born with a proportional body size  ?
do you know if you saying those kind of stuff ( i mean like that in the picture )to  girl that have plus size body ,you know that you are hurting her ? she also have feeling ......she is same like other girl
she is no different ....

maybe because some people were keeping on bullying her ,keep saying annoying stuffs to her or maybe her BF hurt her ,or he compared her with another girl who is more slimmer than her ....she trying to change her self .....do u ever think about  how she feels ???????
who knows if she is trying to become slimmer now.... or maybe she is doing her best doing sport or maybe suffering in pain doing plastic surgery ...and you were saying bad stuff to her when she is on the way to become slim .....when she was trying hard to change her self ?

do you ever watch korean movie "200 pons beauty"

here the video  for you 

i watch this movie before and i cried like a river lol

short story .i have ever been in this situation ,yes before i have ever been fat ,at those time my weight is 60 kg or 65kg i am not sure  lol
and some of my friends keep mocking me ,maybe because she think she was prettier then me .and i am fat and ugly in her eyes ,,,,,,
until i got depressed those days ,and at those time  my bf fell in love with my own best friend ..... and he said that "you are not as pretty as her"  and "im too shy to date with fat girl"
waaaaa...i was really down at those time ....and i really hated my self .
I went mad at my self and i tried to diet with the "wrong way "  i only drank mineral water without eating anything for 4 days ,and in the end i got sick ... (dont do this ,i am disappointed with what i did)

and then after i became healthy and came back home from hospital, after a 7 day rest at home,
my dad and my mom ordered a private sport trainer for me ,so that i can do sport being controlled by my trainer who also helped me in dieting. After a few month  ,before my high school start ,i lost weight around 20 kg :D yay :D and then my mom took me to beauty doctor to help slim my cheeks ,because to be honest its really hard to lose chubby cheek or even double chin .and finally i can become "pretty"  lol i mean  pretty in my eyes ,because at least i am happy as who i am ...

after i am slimmer ,alot guy in my school  were trying to get close with me. One day, my ex saw me in starbucks ,he was with his new gf (who is my best friend) he looked at me in "awe" you know what i mean right ? and he said "how can u be slimmer in a few month after we never meet" and he said " i know that you are pretty,and you are the only girl who always understand my situation and always support me "  lol wtf dude ....

from my story
you know why i am really mad when i saw those "meme picture" or u said funny picture

i am really mad
i mean whats the difference ? she is not ugly  in my eyes ,she look fine and who said that fat girl cant change ? if she want to change she can change . but remember to do diet in safety way. ..

you know "EVERY GIRL IS BEAUTIFUL!!! AND THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL IN DIFFERENT WAY, WHATEVER YOU ARE SLIM OR YOU ARE FAT ,YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL "

and for guys ...pls dont ,dont hurt girl feeling ,and for all people  who has plus size friend ,dont bully her ,she is fine i mean she is normal and she have a heart .
dont do stuff which look like that in the picture on the top .it really hurts ,,,,stop bullying

i wish in 2017 there would be no more bullying case ...amine
lets change to better person ,lets change to be kind to everyone :) and stop bullying each other
stop bullying about everything,about size about skin ,about race ...we are same ,,,we are human who live in this world together ...... accept the difference and respect each other

this is for now :)
happy new year everyone !!!! GBU in 2017 !!!!!
love you all thank you for reading

-chandra chen yee- 

my new hair \(≧▽≦)/ with bangs \(≧▽≦)/

hello everyone !!!!
how are you today ?
i wish you guys had amazing day

today i wanna show u my new hair style LOL
i know i never post this kind of blog post LOL
but because at this time ,i cut my own hair style LOL so i wanna post it on my blog

you know guys i had no experience about cuting my own hair style .
but .... something crazy was out from my head

i saw in Instagram there is  alot korea girl or japanese girl   that  look alot cutter with hair bangs .

like this

like this 

or 

or like this 

they look so cuteeeeeeeeeeee omg >_<

and then suddenly i feel bored with my hair style .... 

and i saw in you tube alot girl was cutting their hair bangs by their self  and its look easy ...and they look cutter after they cut their hair >_< so i follow the instruction and then cut my hair LOL OMG 

and the result is omg .... zzzzzzz 

what do you think ? fail -_- 

i cut my hair in the afternoon when my mom and my brother was outside .and when they  come back from supermarket they look at me like ....OMG !!!!! and they laugh lol ...omg silly me ....why i must cut my own hair bangs ....zzzzz 

do u wanna see my hair also guys ? 

here i show u ...

lol 

to be honest its so messy but its okay lol 

why its okay? sure its okay.. since it was my 1st experience cuting my own hair 

LOL 

i look so fat 

here the full look lol 

omg

and some selfie spam 

unhappy face lol 

i am upload this picture on instagram and i got alot like lol 

and some of my close friend said that i look cute wtf , you must be  kidding right? right guys ? hahahaha 

why i cut my own hair bangs ? because salon in USA is expensive,  and i feel there is alot girl that try to cut their own hair style ,and they look good and its look easy and when they try to cut it by them self ,they success in one try so i think why i didn't try it by my self  ? LOL 

follow my instgram for random picture update ( @chandra_chen2) :D 

base from my experience 

if you wanna cut hair bangs ...or get new looks ,its better you cut your hair in salon to get the best result >_< its maybe look easy .but its actually not that easy .... trust me >_< 

i think this for now guys :D 

thank you for visit my blog :D 

have a nice day !!!!! 

love yaaaa :* 

chandra chen yee ❤

my favoruite song in 2016 PART 1

hello everyone how are you today ?
i wish you guys have  amazing day :)

actually i really wanna blogging about alot stuff and share alot stuff with you
but i think i will do it on my next post :)

today i wanna share my favorite song with you guys :) " part 1 "

u know there is a lot good new song
but i have some favorite song ,and i am always listening to  this song every time i am going to school or when i am alone .

okay now i gonna share  some  of  it now
sooo ...

number 1  is

Little Mix - Secret Love Song  ft. Jason Derulo
you can here the song here --->

i dont know why i really in love with this song ,maybe because i was in this situation .... lol
i am i am really understand how this feeling ...

this lyric tho

"Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

and this 

And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby
I don't wanna hide us away
Tell the world about the love we're making
I'm living for that day
Someday 

and this 

Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftop
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

the felling tho ....

even i know that he love me so much and some of my friend know that i was in relationship with him and his  friend know that he was with me 

but sometime i am feel i wanna tell  all his girl friend ,i wanna they  know that he was mine .... 

you know how anyoing is it when u was in relationship with your bf for along time 

and then suddenly there is a lot girl that telling him face to face that she was in love with your bf ? what do you feel ?  its so dying  i think ....even tho he not respond it ,

but i feel uncomfortable with this situation that why sometime i feel like i wanna all people know that he was mine .his mate ,his bestfriend boy and girl ,,,i wanna they know that he was mine . 

he was the 1st guy that made me feel in love like this ...i was really in love with him day by day ....

he made me feel save when i was so scary .he give me support when i was in down situation .he always made me smile for no reason , he made my life complete  i think i was fall in love too deep .... i feel like i wanna be with him i wanna care him everyday and i wanna be with him until the last day of my life .and he made me wanna change to be a better person everyday . i really thankfull to GOD for sending him in my life . 

for me and him , relationship is just give and give ,we do our best for each other and loving each other day by day . respect each other ,accept our minus and plus .

i really like this song ,... do you ? 

2   .Alan Walker - Faded 

this song was so so famous in US and i think around the world ,

i really like listen this song 

3. The Chainsmokers - Closer

who dosent know this song right ? lol everyone love this song !!! hhehe 

4. Shawn Mendes - Treat You Better

this song ..is so good ,i saw in youtube there alot people do text prank with this song ,that was so funny ,and this song was remain me to one of my best friend lol and my high school buddy ,that why i really love this song ,hahaha 

5.The Main Level - My Girl

i really in love with this song ,alot people said they are almost look like one direction.but whatever ,this song was soooooo good !!!!! try listen it guys :) 

i think i will share more my ipod plylist with you guys in my next blog post :) because i need back to my class  right now 
stay tune guys !!!! so see you soon !!!


love ya !!!! 

Graduation Song - Vitamin C ❤ ( my short story when i study in Cambridge high school ) best memory ❤

Hello everyone
How are you today? I hope you guys have an amazing day.
So, today i really wanna blogging about my school life, i mean high school life.

Because...... I pretty miss all my friends right now >///< hahaha

I wanna share a short story in my blog about how amazing my high school friendships are.

So lets start the story

I have studied in a Cambridge school since secondary one. As I studied in an international school, i could meet a lot of friends from different country.

The good thing about studying in a Cambridge school is that I could make a lot of friends with different cultures, races, languages and religions. I could also taste different cuisines of delicious food that my friends brought. Even though we are different, we still respect each other (this is the most important part guys!).

P.S: "Difference make everything beautiful"

but the sad thing is ....after graduation, most of my friends moved back to their home town and some went to study in a different country. Just like myself, gonna go to USA to continue my studies while some of my friends went to Japan ,Singapore,Australia,Malaysia,India and a lot more.

And today, one of my best friend had graduation and he send me this graduation song by vitamin c . After listening to this song .....my brain is packed with the old memories when we were in school hahaha

To be honest, I have never missed going to school before lol,but this night, i miss my high school life hahahaha

Okay back to the story hahah

So after I listened to that song ....
I shared this song to my old classmates in our group chat and we all had a lot of nostalgia memories which popped out hahahha. After that, the group chat was suddenly “alive” LOL 10000 notification from group chat lol.

That night, we discussed back about our high school life, like the crazy stuffs we did in the class, how stressed we were when we were having a level, o level and n level exams hahahhaa. Remembering our 1st crush? Talking about the puppy love hahaha ,and talking about how naughty we were. aaaaa alot of memories!

Even though i hated going to school before lol,
but now i understand that my high school friendship is the best from the best .

Yes, I do have alot of new friends after graduating from high school and all of them are really amazing >_<( dont get me wrong guys) hahah. My univ buddies are the best too!! :D

But..... I still think that the old friendships were much more awesome as I knew them since secondary school when we were still 15 years old until now and still continuing :D

Its like we all know each others' pros n cons, they know how cry baby you were,
when you didn't know about what is make up ^O^ and how to look pretty ,when you didn't care about looks ,and they also know how you changed ,until you are teenager

They know you since you were young ,when u were still very childish until now u have became men and women.
They also know you since you were still scared to do solo travelling until finally now you are not at all scared to travel alone to another country to get better education .

Yet they know all your un-perfect part they will still be there for you, kind to you ,loving you like family. I mean they dosen't care how ugly u are before ,how childish you are before,how crazy you are before ,how cry baby u are before . they will always be there with u,loving you as who you are ...

Guys .......how can i not love all of you ?

Oh ya this is my classmate quotes :

Cambridge high school business class 'A' said “there is no friendship in school,because they are not my friend but they are my sibling,my family .and i love them very very much “

Because i know them since secondary school we had 1000 memoriess........ happy,sad,angry,emotional,depression,in love,or even funny memory :P hahahha

Well ...Our friendship is more like family love then friend love .( you know what i mean right)

To be honest, its really sad after all of us are in university ,we dosent have too much time to meet again like before ,but thanks to “LINE” as line group chat really helps us to keep in touch and do group chat and call .

Maybe i will post our classmate picture in my next blog post ,because this summmmerrrrrrr we are gonna meet !!!! yay !!!!! and we will take alot new picture for sure.

Okay, before i am gonna say good bye ,

I just wanna say thanks to all of you, thanks for being amazing friends ,
and the song said " and as our live change come whatever ,we will still be freind forever !!! "
i wont forget all of you guys ....i love you alllllllllllll and plus akshay tooo even we are from diferent school ,but i also love him ,he is also one of the best bestfriend that i ever had !! love u sayyyyyyyyy !!!( if you read it leave me text lol )

So guys for you who read my blog i just gonna tell you something “ you dont know what you have until its gone” so before you are graduated ,tell your friend thanks and i love you to them because there is a day when all of you gonna say good bye......because u need continue ur studies in university...

Okay guys i think this for today
Thanks for visiting my blog and i wish you guys had amazing day

GBU always ❤

 chandra chen yee ❤