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hello ~
hello how are u all ? wish you all happy :)

i really cant sleep last night and i so misss my bf  and i am super sad  also ><~.~
what do u feel when u see ur bf care other person and never care u anymore...?
that sure felling hurt ....and sure u felling jealous and more ~ :(
actually now i have problem with my bf ~~~~and this really felling hurt ~~~~

i really don't know why he be different now, never care me anymore ...:(
i really miss time when he care me ~ when he worry about me ~when joke with him in phone~doing silly think in video chat with his Micky mouse ~when said good morning every day  and much again ~
pluss i see girl close to him now ~!  :( but i not sure she is the reason why he being different T_T
aaaa ~_~ i think love is hurt
but i try understand ~ maybe he busy cause school ~and i still really love him also ~and i try cool down my self



sometime when  at night i am felling alone :( and wish u call my phone like before :(

wish you were here 23:43

i am really miss him at night ><
i just listen song for cool down my self ~ and try make my self feeling better :(
really felling alone at night .....just my ipod accompany me
actually i really hate alone....

and sometime when i am felling lonely  i watch movie ...
last night i was watch movie "You Are the Apple of My Eye " 那些年,我們一起追的女孩-"马来西亚“"
i think this movie really teach us about love ~even i already see this movie until 3 time :P i never get bored cause this movie .
this so sweet ~ and nice ~

when i see this movie i understand something ~
"if u love someone tell them before you late" and "when u love someone love her with all ur heart give ur best for ur love"
i really like this movie ,this movie make me no lonely when i can't sleep ~.~

i listen the song after i done see this movie ...until at 03.07 morning =_= i really cant sleep that time
and i still hope he inbox me >< or call me .....:( :(
but he not do anything ~.~ really sad and disappointed
that time i really have mix feel >< i tink he no love me anymore ,i think he love other gilr ,i think maybe he feel i no important for his live :'(  i really cry ><
but in that time 1 of my friend accompany me ,he cool down me ,he give suggest to me ,and he said "
"Think twice before you make your choice" 


then i think again :(  and he still accompany me when i sad ,he really good friend
i just wish all is the best ~cause  idk which one way the best for me ~
only God know ...
if he good for me ,wish god give us together ,if not then i follow also :(

yes love is very hurt but we need love for complete our live ....
and i think for now i still really love him alot ~_~ :(

i miss u so much

okay then reader ,....sorry for post sad think ><
actually i post it only cause idk where i share my feeling ><
if u read it i want said thank you for read my blog
dont get bored for visit my blog
have nice day all :)